hey 2016...

Hei there!

it's good to be back.

after a long break.

well not really a break.

too busy handling life hAhaa

im gonna write something sooner.

something that really matters

which i would never forget for the rest of my life.

im not taking any revenge.

it's just a sharing stories.

a stories which encouraging me to stand up.

it's like a motivation and a lesson in order to grow up..

so good night peeps.

A letter to my future husband


It is funny to think that we're strangers
and you're sitting in some other room
in some other  house
maybe even in some other country
thinking about things that
wont even cross my mind.

It is funny to think that you're out there
dreaming and loving and
wishing upon the same stars
that i look up at when night falls
like a curtain over the horizon.

It is funny to think that someday
you will love me
but today
you have no idea
who i am.

p/s : when the time comes, i will love you too.


Whatever you give a woman, she’s going to multiply.
If you give her sperm, she’ll give you a baby. 
If you giver her a house, she’ll give you a home. 
If you give her groceries, she’ll give you a meal. 
If you give her a smile, she’ll give you her heart.
She multiples and enlarges what is given to her. 
So- if you give her any crap, you will receive a ton of shit.

Love in Silence

I choose to love you in silence
for in silence I receive no rejection.

I choose to love you in loneliness
for in loneliness no one owns you but I.

I choose to adore you from a distance
for distance will shield us from pain.

I choose to kiss you in the wind
for the wind is gentler than my lips.

I choose to hold you in my dreams
for in my dreams you have no end.

‘If you don’t understand my silence, how will you understand my words?’

p/s : Is this how you try to explain me KS??