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hey 2016...

Hei there!
it's good to be back.
after a long break.
well not really a break.
too busy handling life hAhaa
im gonna write something sooner.
something that really matters
which i would never forget for the rest of my life.
im not taking any revenge.
it's just a sharing stories.
a stories which encouraging me to stand up.
it's like a motivation and a lesson in order to grow up..
so good night peeps.

A letter to my future husband

Well...

It is funny to think that we're strangers
and you're sitting in some other room
in some other  house
maybe even in some other country
thinking about things that
wont even cross my mind.

It is funny to think that you're out there
dreaming and loving and
wishing upon the same stars
that i look up at when night falls
like a curtain over the horizon.

It is funny to think that someday
you will love me
but today
you have no idea
who i am.



p/s : when the time comes, i will love you too.

Woman

Whatever you give a woman, she’s going to multiply. If you give her sperm, she’ll give you a baby.  If you giver her a house, she’ll give you a home.  If you give her groceries, she’ll give you a meal.  If you give her a smile, she’ll give you her heart. She multiples and enlarges what is given to her.  So- if you give her any crap, you will receive a ton of shit.

Love in Silence

I choose to love you in silence
for in silence I receive no rejection.

I choose to love you in loneliness
for in loneliness no one owns you but I.

I choose to adore you from a distance
for distance will shield us from pain.

I choose to kiss you in the wind
for the wind is gentler than my lips.

I choose to hold you in my dreams
for in my dreams you have no end.

‘If you don’t understand my silence, how will you understand my words?’


p/s : Is this how you try to explain me KS??

Food poisoning di kala banjir

Assalamualaikum..
Hope semua manusia berada dalam keadaan baik.
Warga mangsa banjir berada dalam keadaan trauma dan saya berharap agar kalian tabah dan redha dgn ujian Allah.
Takziah diucapkan atas musibah yg berlaku.

Di saat orang lain berada di pusat pemindahan, aku hampir2 berada dalam wad.
Hahaha untuk diri sendiri.
Walaupun aku bukan mangsa banjir dan tak perlu berpindah, tapi turut terkena tempias peristiwa banjir.

Mulanya Hadiff yg kena food poisoning sebab dia kerap cirit sampai bocor pampers dan kena tilam.
Tetiba aku pun terkena sekali.
Muntah, cirit, sakit perut, sakit kepala, rasa seram sejuk satu badan dan akhirnya lemah.
Pergi HTAA, auwww too many people yg alami simptom yg sama mcm aku.
Ada yg kena tahan dlm wad dan saat tu dgn penuh pengharapan agar aku tak kena tahan.


That HAHAHAHA moment when the doc said "Get rest at home"
Uuuuuuu itu yg best sebab aku tak nak kena masuk air dlm badan dan sebab mak tak boleh temankan.
So berehat di rumah dan keadaan masih…

#16

Assalamualaikum and a very pretty night.


I know it's a bit hurting. a bit disappointed. a bit frustrated. a bit everything.


It's time for me to know the world.
The real world. The real people.
No one could ever be someone exactly like me.
So hard to find someone like me who understand me.


I'm looking for a white sand beach.
With a good weather.
Like one of the moments in Twilight Saga.
Walking along the beach alone.
Holding 3 inches wedges.
Hoping for a better future.


Nampak peluang!

Suddenly i found something on STPM's group yesterday...
There's a student who's gonna take PhD next year wrote something.
She was Stpm's student too.. Was in Sastera class...
This is her journey till getting a PhD...



1st degree: Geography
Master's degree: Geography (hydrology)
Doctorate degree : Applied science (hydrology)


p/s : Tetiba nampak peluang lebih cerah utk masa depan...
p/s : Insha Allah, aku bercita2 utk pergi PhD walau sesukar mana pun... Tapi kalau sampai Master pun boleh je. ahahaha
p/s : Restu mak ayah penting!
p/s : Rasanya kalau aku obses study, confirm tak fikir pasal kahwin. *tapi kalau jodoh dtg time study, aku terima!